最近读了很多书,知识也随着有点增长。因为最近读的故事都有实际啦等等在你面。不过我还是应该把心放在课堂和作业上。功课随着时间慢慢的叠起来而我也随着时间的流逝感觉到压力随着压下来,我想我应该尽快把他做完否则我会疯掉。
最近有很多的感慨,有时会很开心,有时会很想哭。心情随着天气阴晴不定。心里突然又有种莫名恐惧感,但我不知道是为何。任何一件事都分不清对与错。任何一件事或我想走的路似乎已经被安排和决定好了。我感到有点无助和恐惧。。。
I have been doing quite a lot of readings lately and my knowledge has widely increased due to the fact that some of the books or novels that i have read got to do with the past and poems and phrase are quoted in it. Seriously it helps a lot as i am studying Chinese studies and this is what i should know or memorise by heart. I guess these authors really put in a lot of effort in writing the stories. Anyway i know that i should put in more efforts in my studies due to the fact that my work load starts to pile as time goes by and if i don't settle it quickly, i will go crazy.
I have been quite emotional lately, sometimes i will be very happy but sometimes i just have this sudden urge to cry. My emotions have been unpredictable like the whether. There is a certain fear in me which i don't know what causes it. Nothing just don't seem right or wrong now. Its like not up to me to decide?Everything or the path that i should walk seems to be planned by someone already...I feel a little helpless and a little fear in me which i can't seems to tell and relieve it.